To Nanny, in dedication, my lifes work...

My Grandmother, although we still don't quite see eye to eye on ALL subjects, was a true inspiration to me in many ways. She left her castle to come live in the Augusta Area to train me up to be a higher level than what she was, very specifically to learn from the mistakes made by the royalty before me. She taught me ettiquette and perfectionism in manners, she  taught me to learn what not to do, not only what to do...I thank her eternally for that from the bottom of my heart!!! She taught me to be a lady, at all costs, no matter what I wore or what I had to do to defend or protect myself...I mean like, five books on the head, tray in hand and fully loaded, serving her hand and foot in three and four inch high heels and on a plush carpet to boot, both up and down stairs!!! She taught me to clean properly, she taught me to suprise my elders with my intelligence and my talent, she taught how to be capable of holding my head high, no matter what I was accused of by maintaining my royalty and authority properly and appropriately! To never deserve or give anyone reasons to question is how she taught me...To always be righteoues, meek and humble in all I did, thought, felt and commanded, to deserve all that I asked for, always, never more....she taught me also never to abuse my authority so that it would be there for me when I and the Earth truly needed it. She taught me about the World, not only a city, not a state, not a country, she taught me to think about the Earth, all at once as if we were all always connected. That we all affect each other, like neighbors! She assigned me, so to speak, to the AMHI project very young becuase of the way that I took to each patient like my own abuse case. She loves to watch the show!!! I have turned it into my own science lab, I was, in fact, there at the ribbon cutting to the new property, it was in the Kenebec Journal, although I can't remember the exact date, I do remember that she had the clipping of me blessing the grounds for many years! I have always been in argument about the staff and the way that they ran the program, and there are many different reasons for that, ...See what happenns on that property, affects the Manor that sits directly next door to it and we had so many problems with the Paranormal Aura in that vacinity that we couldn't keep people in it safely! The grounds sit on an old Indian Burial Grounds, and they do run the place, like it or not. Thing is, being as old fashionned as they are, they despise anything immoral or irrational or illogical and do tend to rant and rave when provoked! The spirits on the property itself will envoke their own selves when they sense any of those behaviors either in the old AMHI building or in the Manor or surrounding grounds. They are lovers of creative inspiration and want badly to see such things happen!!! When you deny them their wants, being elders, they become enraged! Depriving the spirits their wants is never a good idea, but Indian Elders? Goodness sakes! I funded the new Riverview Project under the understanding that the staff would conform to a newer scientific way and assist me in the proper and appropriate reeducating and rehabilitating of the very special clients that I had chosen to be committed there. There was no progress being made in the program being the way that it was at the time, many clients and patiens were being used for scientific experiments that had not necessarily been authorised, legalised or rationalised. I saw more damage going on there than I saw progress and it angered me to see people treated in those ways, whether they were criminal or just plain crazy! It both angered me and saddenned me to see anyone on earth regressed because of criminal behavior because that's normally the reasons that they go criminally insane to begin with! I have been witness to more than enough of that just taggin alongside my Dad during his rounds after his Med-Cu shifts in Portland, checking on all of his patients. I remember barely being old enough to write and taking notes on all of their cases to try talking the nurses into getting them a better nutritional schedule to heal them properly. I wanted to change the Whole World at a very young age!!! I wanted everyhting to be proper and appropriate. I hate witnessing terminal illness and disease out of abuse, neglect and seuxual assault cases. I waned to bring them all somewhere where I could heal them myself, because I trusted noone else to do so. I learned young that true healing comes from healing the entire aura around peoples lives, not only the person, the parents, the siblings, educating them and teaching them a different way of life so as not to traumatise each other into family violence and argumentative behavior!  I was handling abuse cases before I could even write and convincing nurses to help change the atmosphere around the children and even the adults that I and my Dad were dealing with. I noticed that too many of them were being misunderstood and therefore disciplined more harshly than necessary for being either or all of: talented, psychic, intellectual, as in intelligent, or beautiful. I got angry with the Earth for not being capable of the understanding that you can make yoruself a more beautiful person by following a certain set of guidelines that were meant for the Earth specifically to live bu. These guidelines are summarised in multiple history books, all over the World. Something else I learned from my Grandmother was religion, reverence and respect. I respect scientific fact and hardcore historical evidence, summarised research. SEE?! My "Father" also preached as a minister of the Bath Seventh Day Adventist Church and my "Mother" also made sure I got to church every other weekend she had me around. I learned very young to question every little thing that I could not prove with scientific fact, because I was not allowed to worship FALSE idols, see? I started in religion in comparing Bibles, side by side to find which of the truths were in more than one! It was very important to me, especially because of our Worldwide issues as a royal family. I learned common law to be capable of helping to save things like ozone and universe, real young, like with my temper training at age 2 and 2 and a half....I remember sitting at the table with my Dad with three or four Bibles in front of me, looking up the changes in the stories and seeing the differences in tradition and wording. I found the laws that were identical in ALL the Bibles and focussed on that. I still swear by the King James Version, and TRANSLATED, not revised. tis the only book that maintains the original wording so that the story is not changed. The point is law, common law, natural law, not only religious law, laws of consequence. There is a natural way about the Earth and if we do not follow that law, the earth spins a different way, almost literally. Allowance of sin and weakness has forced an ignorance to spread over the Earth that has tortured the innocent alongside the guilty in our Governments trying to rebuild a stronger generation out of something that was once weak. To make a choice on bloodlines to be kept on the Earth is a large choice. When our end comes we will be judged according to our thoughts, feelings, emotions AND actions! Depending on how much progress we make, is what will depend on how the actual end truly happens and when it actually happens! I found out really young, how to "change" my own"programming" and my own mind/brain in the process. That's what the world runs on anyweays, programming, be it psychic/paranormal aura or actual computer interractive programming. SEE? Computers are just a version of electronic psychic ability. Bluntly speaking! Truth is, I had to be aware of all religions to be capable of maintaining my High Priestess Status and I could not be a High Emperess, unless I was a proven Christian High Priestess!!! Only Christianity will ever be allowed to own or run the Earth! I want to stay with the majority and the majority wants a beautiful World to live on, a safe World, a world we can grow gardens on and raise children on properly educated to help build a stronger generation both physicaly and mentally, to improve the Earth and the ground we walk on, not to destroy it and make it broke! Reverence is what I'm teaching here.  I have a million thing sot say but think I've gone far enough for now, I'll write more about my religion soon, the way I see things and the way I do things, my teaching and my preaching! Peace to All, Out!!!