My Temper/Swearing...Preferred Aura...
Posted by JJB AF, HP, HE on Tuesday, October 13, 2009
I ONLY SWEAR OVER ABUSE!!!! Reasons being, ...rape, incest, sexual assault, cyber assault, pornography, innappropriate behavior, child rape, exploitation, beastiality, drug pushing, sluts, whores, pimps, pet names, being ordered around, conrol freaks and jealousy make me angry enough to swear!!! I hate being told what to do and I hate being called a liar!!! I hate any form of stimulation that is not physical, visible touch, I have been traumatised to death, literally to the suicidal point by cyber sex and invisible touch!!! Period!!! No ifs, ands or buts about it!!! NO. Knowing children are being abused or even simply exploited in my area makes me angry enough to swear!!! Fat makes me swear, anything that is unnatural is ugly to me and my religious law. It is illegal in too many different ways for me to be unnatural in appearance. It wears on my self esteem either way, I cannot be comfortable even so much as taking a damn shower if I cannot feel comfortable with my wieght!!! I refuse to allow anyone to love me, if I cannot love myself!!! I cannot love myself fat!!! I hate alienation!!! I need people to knock on the damn door while I am awake, preferably!!! Call, write, be real!!! I've lived with invisible friends and guardian angels my whole life, I want reality and I want it NOW!!! OH, and I even question the bible when I feel necessary...Health and Law come first in my life!!! NO QUESTIONS, NO ACCEPTIONS!!! Seeing people disrespect themselves, also makes me angry enough to swear, life doesn't have to be a slow suicide, there are ways to improve things and that's what this whole site is all about!!! Improving youself and the life that functions around you, including how to change your abusers with your own behavior...I'm a genious in this category!!! I fight with my words, ...see every authoritative and royal agency I have ever worked with is aware of the reasons I swear, that's my code red and my punching bag at the same time!!! SEE, ...I punch with my mouth, instead of my fists. It's a safer outlet, although I do claim that my religion has stolen my teeth for it, it's better than hitting people!!! I will not tollerate being pushed against my religion in my own house!!! AND I am aware that I am interractively connected and virtually connected and I have my microphones and my TTY, so if I'm swearin it kinda sets off a code red! See, ...don't do these things in my vacinity, I teach online, I don't need to bring my work home!!! My home is my church and my courthouse and if you can't treat it that way, ...don't even look in my direction!!! Same with attitude, I am not easily intimidaetd, I've been knockin men 6 foot plus on their butts all my life, ..it's attitude that offends me, not size!!! I like being dwarfed by my man, it makes me feel petite!!! Drunks are another thing that make me mad...I hate people being out of sorts with themselves! It makes me uneasy!!! That's part of what causes abuse!!! People that make life a catch 22 situation, deserves to be beheaded and I don't care who likes it and who don't!!! Anyone that causes rage, deserves the wrath in return!!! ALL things illegal, and blocked cameras and security systems, ...make me very angry!!! I've seen too much trauma and child abuse caused by blockages in security and camera systems!!! I think that covers the rage!!! Big bad explanation! UH? There ya go!!!
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